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Well, she fucked me again. She played nice just long enough for me to pay the car insurance, and then she says that she does not want to talk to me anymore.

I'm a fucking idiot. Against my better judgment, I trusted her again. I thought she was making an actual attempt to remain friends. I thought her apology was sincere. I took her at her word that she still loved me. But, as soon as she could, she took the opportunity to fuck me over.

I shoudn't have paid it. I should have just let it expire. I should have played her before she had a change to play me. Gullible? I guess. I fulfilled my end of the bargain and she took me for a ride. Again.

It's not enough that she left me with substantial bills. It's not enough that she shattered me. She's shown her true stripes.

I hope next time I see her it'll be in court.

[Ed: I removed this post when she "changed her decision" not to talk to me. It appears she has changed her mind back again. She claimed that she was not making this decision based on the car insurance. I sent her an apology for the action she claimed what was what pissed her off. It seems, once again, she is reluctant to answer any calls or email. In other words, I am to accept her apology when she will not accept mine. Why is this? I think I was right the first time. I think she has stopped talking to me for financial reasons. Therein, I am re-activating this post.]