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01/22/2006: "What's been happening?"
I've been up and down, high and low, dealing with the loneliness by connecting with others, and usually only finding further isolation in company.  I know rationally I need to work, but by emotional state precludes serious investigation for a sustained period of time.
Today I plan to watch football and prepare my lecture for tomorrow.  She said that she might stop by tonight.  We'll see (if she does, that is).  But I don't know if that will make me feel better or worse.
All I know: I need to get working otherwise the last few years of effort will have been for nought.  And that I can't afford.
 
 
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 on Sunday, January 22nd, Christie said: 
Who is "she"?
COUNTING CROWS - Holiday In Spain 
Got no place to go 
but there's a girl waiting for me down in Mexico 
She's got a bottle of tequila, a bottle of gin 
And if I bring a little music I can fit right in 
We've got airplane rides 
We got California drowning out the window side 
We've got big black cars 
And we've got stories how we slept with all the movie stars 
I may take a holiday in Spain 
Leave my wings behind me 
Drink my worries down the drain 
And fly away to somewhere new 
Hop on my choo-choo 
I'll be your engine driver in a bunny suit 
If you dress me up in pink and white 
We may be just a little fuzzy 'bout it later tonight 
She's my angel 
She's a little better than the one that used to be with me 
Cause she liked to scream at me 
Man, it's a miracle that she's not living up in a tree 
I may take a holiday in Spain 
Leave my wings behind me 
Drive this little girl insane 
And fly away to someone new 
Everybody's gone 
They left the television screaming that the radio's on 
Someone stole my shoes 
But there's a couple of bananas and a bottle of booze 
Oh, well happy new year's baby 
We could probably fix it if we clean it up all day 
Or we could simply pack our bags 
And catch a plane to Barcelona 'cause this city's a drag 
I may take a holiday in Spain 
Leave my wings behind me 
Flush my worries down the drain 
And fly away to somewhere new 
Take a holiday in Spain 
Leave my wings behind me 
Drive this little girl insane 
Fly away to someone new 
Fly away to someone new 
Fly away to someone new